So, I went back to work yesterday, after my week long
holiday. When you have been away for any length of time you expect things to
have happened, news of changes in management, or even who’s been hired and who’s
been fired (no, I haven’t suddenly began working for Lord Alan of Sugar) gossip
in other words.
But no, for me it was a
simple case (as it always is) of get back into the swing of things right off
the bat.
There were the usual pleasantries
of ‘morning’, in the dourest of tones (that’s Mondays for you), and then crack on
with the work. I’m not suggesting that as well as myself, the guys I work with
are dull but it could have felt better. I often wonder if I give off a vibe of
unsociable acceptance; as in people are accepting of my presence but would
rather not talk to me.
True, I am one of
those people that, given the chance, I will air my opinion, depending on the
topic of conversation, but I’m mostly quiet and unassuming.
I have learned to think before I speak at
work because not doing so has caused me to get in to trouble once or twice; a
perfect example of this is the time I decided to air my views about the
recently deceased Jade Goody.
She had
died just a few weeks earlier, after suffering from cancer.
I was not a fan of hers and I was annoyed that
she was receiving so much attention.
I understand that with clever
editing TV companies can increase viewing figures of certain programmes; to be
fair to Channel 4 no editing was necessary to clearly see she was bullying her
fellow Celebrity Big Brother house mate Shilpa Shetty. This was a few years
back (before I started writing) but even then I knew I had to write down my
frustration; not of the Big Brother incident itself but the silence placed on
me by over sensitive and worrisome management. When it came down to it I was
highlighting the fact that we put ‘celebrities’ on pedestals, and for mostly
the wrong reasons. They are viewed as
either saintly when they die or role models whilst alive. Timing wise, my
opining may have been too close to Jade Goody’s death for some but the only
reason I was shut down mid-rant was that “you may upset someone in the office
who has been affected by cancer”
I was not trying, in any way, to
suggest that I didn’t care about the feelings of those that had been affected
by cancer; I was merely expressing my opinion that I would not get upset by the
death of a so-called ‘celebrity’ So much for freedom of speech!
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